The night of the crash still haunts me. I don\u2019t remember the impact, just the rain, Mom\u2019s laugh, and then headlights too close, too fast. I woke up in a hospital bed to a father I barely knew, realizing Mom was gone forever. The guilt followed me everywhere, whispering that maybe I was to blame \u2014 that I had taken the wheel and taken her away.<\/p>\n
Living with Dad, Julia, and the baby felt like being a guest in someone else\u2019s home. Julia\u2019s smiles and oatmeal breakfasts couldn\u2019t fill the emptiness I carried, and I pushed everything and everyone away. In court, I wanted justice against the man who killed her, but when the memory surfaced \u2014 my own hands gripping the steering wheel \u2014 the truth nearly destroyed me. I had been driving.<\/p>\n
When I finally confessed to Dad, I expected anger, maybe even hatred. Instead, he pulled me into his arms and let me break. Later, I found a letter from Mom, urging him to be the father I needed. Her words were proof she still believed in us \u2014 and that maybe I didn\u2019t have to carry this guilt alone. For the first time, I felt like she hadn\u2019t left me, not really.<\/p>\n
Healing is slow, but it\u2019s real. Julia made waffles one morning, and I smiled \u2014 a real smile \u2014 for the first time in months. I told Dad I wanted to start over, with him, with Julia, with Duncan. And as we sat together at the table, I realized the past couldn\u2019t be changed, but love could still stitch us back together. That morning, for the first time since the crash, I felt like I belonged \u2014 not in the shadow of what I lost, but in the light of what I still had.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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