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What if I am?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Emily smiled, the kind of smile only someone young enough to still believe in beginnings can give.<br \/>\n\u201cOr what if you\u2019re not?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I didn\u2019t sleep that night.<\/p>\n<p>By morning, I had graded three essays I barely remembered reading and drunk tea that tasted like nothing. When I walked into class, Emily was waiting.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI didn\u2019t tell him where you work,\u201d she said quickly. \u201cBut I told him you\u2019re real. And that you remember him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My breath caught.<br \/>\n\u201cAnd?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe replied,\u201d she said. \u201cImmediately.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>After school, I sat at my desk while Emily read his message aloud.<\/p>\n<p><em>I never stopped looking for you.<br \/>\nMy parents made us leave overnight. I wasn\u2019t allowed to contact anyone.<br \/>\nI kept something of yours all these years.<br \/>\nIf you\u2019re willing, I\u2019d like to return it \u2014 in person \u2014 before Christmas.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>My hands shook.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat is it?\u201d I asked.<\/p>\n<p>Emily hesitated.<br \/>\n\u201cHe didn\u2019t say.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>We agreed on a caf\u00e9 downtown \u2014 neutral, public, safe. I wore my blue coat, the one I\u2019d kept without realizing why.<\/p>\n<p>Daniel stood when I walked in.<\/p>\n<p>Time had softened him, not erased him. The same eyes. The same nervous half-smile.<\/p>\n<p>For a moment, we just looked at each other.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou found me,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI never stopped trying,\u201d he replied.<\/p>\n<p>We talked for hours. About lost years. About lives lived in parallel. About how leaving wasn\u2019t a choice \u2014 his father had been arrested, assets frozen, phones taken.<\/p>\n<p>Then he reached into his coat pocket and placed something on the table.<\/p>\n<p>A small velvet box.<\/p>\n<p>Inside was a silver locket, worn smooth.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou gave this to me the Christmas before we were supposed to leave,\u201d he said quietly. \u201cYou said if I ever lost my way, I should open it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I opened it with trembling fingers.<\/p>\n<p>Inside was a faded photo of us \u2014 and a folded piece of paper.<\/p>\n<p>My handwriting.<\/p>\n<p><em>If you find this, come back to me.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Tears slid down my face.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI tried,\u201d he said softly. \u201cI just ran out of time. Until now.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Outside, snow had begun to fall \u2014 the first of the season.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t know what comes next,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Daniel smiled.<br \/>\n\u201cNeither do I. 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