Everyone always joked that weād need color-coded bowties just to tell them apart.
So we didāblue, teal, red.
Three perfect little copies, right down to the dimples.
They finished each otherās sentences.
Had their own language.
Shared everything.
It was like raising one soul in three bodies.
But a few weeks ago, TealāEliāstarted waking up crying.
Not from nightmares.
From memories.
Thatās what he called them.
Heād say things like, āRemember the old house with the red door?ā Weāve never had a red door.
Or, āWhy donāt we see Mrs. Langley anymore?
She always gave me peppermints.ā We donāt know anyone named Langley.
Last night, he looked right at me and said, āI miss Dadās old Buick.
The green one with the dented bumper.ā
I was stunned.
He wasnāt talking about my car.
I drive a Honda.
And thereās never been a green Buick in our family.
At first, we reasoned it was imagination.
The boys were seven.
They told wild stories constantlyāpirate ships, dinosaurs in the attic, fairies under the porch.
But this was different.
Eliās eyes would glaze over when he spoke, as if he were somewhere else.
He wasnāt trying to impress anyone.
He genuinely believed what he was saying.
My wife, Marcie, tried to comfort him.
āMaybe you dreamed it, sweetie.
Dreams can feel real sometimes.ā
Eli shook his head slowly.
āNo.
I remember it.
The red door had a squeak when you opened it.
Mom would tell me not to slam it.ā
āMomā meant me.
But he wasnāt looking at me when he said it.
It was like Iād vanished, replaced by someone else in his head.
Marcie and I started writing down everything he said.
We intended to discuss it with his pediatrician.