When Allie hears her daughter whisper âI miss you, Dadâ into the landline, she is so surprising. Her husband has passed away for 18 years, or so she thought. As upset truths unravel, Allie is forced to face the past and the lie that changed their entire lives.
A car accident. Sudden, brutal, and senseless. One minute, Charles was kissing my forehead as he left for a quick grocery run. The next, I was clutching a police officerâs hand, struggling to process words that didnât make sense.
He was gone. Just like that.
I was 23. I held a newborn in my arms who needed more than my broken self could offer. Thatâs when Diane, Charlesâs mother, stepped in.
I never saw his body.
I told myself that it didnât matter. D3ad was d3ad, right?
Eighteen years passed. And somehow, I survived them.
Susie grew up kind. She was sensitive in ways that sometimes broke me. She had Charlesâs eyes, those soft brown eyes, always searching the world.
As she grew older, her questions came like whispers in the night.
âWhat was Dad like?â sheâd say.
I told her about his awful dad jokes that made me roll my eyes. Photos of his boyish grin.
She accepted them, but I could feel the space behind her eyes. The space where real knowing should have lived.
It happened on an ordinary Tuesday evening. I was walking past the hallway when I heard Susieâs voice. It was low, tender, and she was whispering through the landline.
âOkay⌠I miss you too, Dad.â
My entire body froze.
Dad. Dad?!
âWho were you talking to?â I asked carefully.
She wouldnât meet my eyes.
âWrong number,â she whispered
Wrong number? No. Not that soft tone. Not Dad.
The landlineâs call log wasnât hard to access. There it was. A number I didnât recognize.
I stared at it for a long time before dialing.
âSusie,â the voice murmured.
âI was starting to think you wouldnât call again tonight.â
I couldnât think.
âWho is this?â I asked.
Silence followed. Thick and deliberate.
Click.
The line went d3ad.
The next morning, after a night of pacing and imagining every horrifying scenario, I confronted Susie at breakfast.
âSit down,â I said.
âI heard what you said yesterday,â my voice shook despite my best efforts. âPlease, sweetheart. No more lies.â
Minutes later, she returned clutching a pale, creased envelope.
I opened it slowly. Charles.
âMy name is Charles. If youâre reading this, it means Iâve finally built the courage to reach out. Iâm your father.â
âIâve been following your life from a distance. I panicked when you were born. I wasnât ready. My mother helped me disappear. I thought I was doing the right thing. I see now that I was wrong. Iâd like to talk. If you want to.â
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At the bottom was a phone number.
âHow did you find him?â I asked softly. âDid he find you?â
âI found him online months ago. I didnât want to tell you. He did send the letter first but I wanted to see him on socials first. I needed to look at his photos and see if there was a part of me in them. I needed to know that this wasnât a hoax. I needed to know if I had his eyes or smile⌠I have his eyes, Mom.â
She paused.
âThen, I called him on the number in the letter.â
âDo you want to keep talking to him?â I asked after a long beat.
âI do. I want to know why he did it. I want to hear it from him,â Susie nodded.
Two days later, I called Charles myself. He answered immediately.
âWe need to meet,â I said, my voice low and cold.
We chose a neutral coffee shop.
He was already there when I arrived.
Older. Gaunt. His face carved with lines of exhaustion.
He looked human. Ordinary.
And I hated that.
âYou didnât just disappear from me,â
âYou disappeared from her. For 18 years.â
âI know,â he flinched.
âYou couldâve come back at any time,â I pressed, my anger sharp now. âShe wasnât a baby forever.â
âI thought about it every year,â he admitted quietly. âBut I always convinced myself youâd both be better off.â
âMom and I havenât spoken in years,â he added softly. âWhat she did⌠I donât know if I can ever forgive her either.â
âYou canât forgive her? Your mother? Like she was the only one with a part to play here⌠You chose this, Charles.â
âI did, Allie,â he said.
âBut a week after that fake funeral, I wanted to come back. I wanted to explain everything. But my mother wanted to save herself. She had pulled too many strings at the Mayorâs office⌠if they found out the truth, she would have been out. â
âAnd you chose her,â I said simply.
âI didnât have a choice.â
âIâm here to make amends, Allie,â he said, tears in his eyes. âIâve missed you. Us. Her⌠Iâve missed your love.â
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Times passed.
Charles paid every single month. Without fail and without any excuses.
Susie started calling him more often.
They talked. About small things at first. School. Music. Books.
Susie asked him the hard questions. She didnât shy away at all.
âWhy did you leave?â
âDid you love Mom?â
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âDid you think about us?â
I never asked what he said in response.
I was freer than I had been in years. But now, I understand something important.
The weight I carried all those years wasnât just grief. It was the lie.
The lie that he was gone. The lie that I had been left with no choice but to mourn. The lie that I had been abandoned by death when really, I had been abandoned by choice.
Charles wasnât a hero. Not in his leaving and not in his return.
But he wasnât a villain either. He was a man. Weak. Flawed. Human.
And Charles?
Well, heâs still learning. Learning how to be present. How to show up. How to stitch something fragile from the wreckage he left behind.