By the time the first guests were seated, the fire under my socket had become a roar. I kept moving, kept smiling, kept delivering drinks and menus with the precision that only comes from years of muscle memory. Click, thud. Click, thud. The sound was still noticeable, still drawing glances, but I had long stopped caring. Until it wasn’t just glances anymore.
A man at Table Eight waved me over. Not a complaint, not a question about the menu. He leaned in, voice low. “I know you,” he said. My stomach dropped. My life outside the bistro was usually quiet, uneventful. Nobody knew me here. “From the hospital?” He nodded toward my left leg. “You’re Alex, aren’t you? The woman who walked out on the staffer who tried to write you off?”
For a second, I froze. This was my quiet world, my rhythm of careful movements and muted observations. I had not expected my past to follow me into this space, into the carefully curated hum of soft music and clinking silverware. And yet here it was, embodied in a man who recognized strength in ways that most people didn’t.
I smiled, the kind of smile that hides everything but promises it will be fine. “Yeah,” I said. “That’s me.” And for the first time that night, the click of my prosthetic leg felt like applause—like it had been announcing something all along that the world just hadn’t been ready to hear.
The fire under my socket didn’t matter anymore. Tonight, I realized, I wasn’t just moving through the room. I was walking into my own story, one step at a time, and finally, I didn’t have to manage anyone else’s discomfort but my own.